PUBERTY CAN BE SUCH TROUBLE!

k let me get this straight.
i love being a girl and i love being a teenager
which makes it i love being a teenage girl
but stuff like pimples that pop out endlessly!
and the jungle-like pubic hair!let's not even get there...
the leg hair alone is enough to keep me busy for an hour!
owh please don't get me started on the over loaded pad!
which eventually results with red patches on my poor pure white skirt!
and the cramps...*groans!
but then again im thankful that its the females that are capable of bearing
the bundle of joy and not the male, that would be totally wrong!
imagine a male telling his wife
"honey, i think im pregnant"
owh NO!!!
NO!
and then many painful months later
he conceives the child through the anus!
owh my gawsh!
what a thought!
know what? pimples..cramps...armpit hair..wateva it may be..
do your job of making me the one that quote the famous line
"my period's late"

It was Mathew's Sweet 16!
*as gay as it sounds, sweet 16 applies for boys too

just last year...

he look like that..

and now...

he's the weirdes guy i ever met

so weird

so so weird!

but he can be..normal

civilize

so to dashing mathew:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Thank God for your good looks, now all you need is a body.XD
don't give the ladies too high hope *wink ;)
maintain the non-ego self esteem
the weirdness in you is what makes you special and likeable,gosh!
you're rather bless aren't you =)
constantly keep that smile on thy face glowing
and
keep the smile on others' face too
we'll miss u when u're finally off to the land that cries 'baaa..'

thought of the day

somewhere in Romans, a verse quoted that we should be happy together with does who are happy. sounds easy ain't it? but what happened if that unknown fictional character is happy because of something that upset you?
it'll be totally not human like to fix a smile and pretend nothing happened. but then again holding grudges against one's pal is totally off my principals so...
what a dilemma!
forgive and forget are two valuable values that few can master trying to be that few or maybe to be LIKE those few is indeed a challenge on its own, what more being those few. *solute to THE ONES at the age 16, facing silly little rivalries can be unexpectedly frustrating. learning to stand on my own feet and speaking with my own voice are on my to-learn list (which existed since years ago)
anyway, back to the topic... i would really really want to be someone that accept apologies as it comes and just push every harsh thoughts towards that particular somebody at the back of my mind and hopefully not be bothered by it as much. it is really confusing to have more than one person telling u the same things. and the worst part, knowing the person u wanna forget so much means it way more than the other who seem so far away. i don't want to go through another drama! please don't put me through this AGAIN...
by the way, i truly and sincerely wished i wasn't such a PMS freak. getting upset at people for no apparent reason had been my trade mark lately and i would really appreciate it if those bad thoughts were erased from thy memory. arigato husaimas...did i get it right?*
so...as i was saying before i felt so guilty for what had just happened, from today onwards, im gonna make that to-learn list come to life and even if my smiles aren't always genuine, i will attempt pasting it there. after all smiles are great disguise =) *that's a genuine smile

nanannananana

looking out my window..
i see the trees..blowing in the wind
i see the birds..flying in the sky

lol...it's a good day =)