somewhere in Romans, a verse quoted that we should be happy together with does who are happy. sounds easy ain't it? but what happened if that unknown fictional character is happy because of something that upset you?
it'll be totally not human like to fix a smile and pretend nothing happened. but then again holding grudges against one's pal is totally off my principals so...
what a dilemma!
forgive and forget are two valuable values that few can master trying to be that few or maybe to be LIKE those few is indeed a challenge on its own, what more being those few. *solute to THE ONES at the age 16, facing silly little rivalries can be unexpectedly frustrating. learning to stand on my own feet and speaking with my own voice are on my to-learn list (which existed since years ago)
anyway, back to the topic... i would really really want to be someone that accept apologies as it comes and just push every harsh thoughts towards that particular somebody at the back of my mind and hopefully not be bothered by it as much. it is really confusing to have more than one person telling u the same things. and the worst part, knowing the person u wanna forget so much means it way more than the other who seem so far away. i don't want to go through another drama! please don't put me through this AGAIN...
by the way, i truly and sincerely wished i wasn't such a PMS freak. getting upset at people for no apparent reason had been my trade mark lately and i would really appreciate it if those bad thoughts were erased from thy memory. arigato husaimas...did i get it right?*
so...as i was saying before i felt so guilty for what had just happened, from today onwards, im gonna make that to-learn list come to life and even if my smiles aren't always genuine, i will attempt pasting it there. after all smiles are great disguise =) *that's a genuine smile
it'll be totally not human like to fix a smile and pretend nothing happened. but then again holding grudges against one's pal is totally off my principals so...
what a dilemma!
forgive and forget are two valuable values that few can master trying to be that few or maybe to be LIKE those few is indeed a challenge on its own, what more being those few. *solute to THE ONES at the age 16, facing silly little rivalries can be unexpectedly frustrating. learning to stand on my own feet and speaking with my own voice are on my to-learn list (which existed since years ago)
anyway, back to the topic... i would really really want to be someone that accept apologies as it comes and just push every harsh thoughts towards that particular somebody at the back of my mind and hopefully not be bothered by it as much. it is really confusing to have more than one person telling u the same things. and the worst part, knowing the person u wanna forget so much means it way more than the other who seem so far away. i don't want to go through another drama! please don't put me through this AGAIN...
by the way, i truly and sincerely wished i wasn't such a PMS freak. getting upset at people for no apparent reason had been my trade mark lately and i would really appreciate it if those bad thoughts were erased from thy memory. arigato husaimas...did i get it right?*
so...as i was saying before i felt so guilty for what had just happened, from today onwards, im gonna make that to-learn list come to life and even if my smiles aren't always genuine, i will attempt pasting it there. after all smiles are great disguise =) *that's a genuine smile
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