gosh!

im back from camp =) it was held in smk sri sempurna which i learn statued in Cheras. really glad to be back. im telling you the toilets are 10 times worst than smk taman sea's! so much for private school. but the food was wonderful! [for camp food] auntie molly, our cafeteria lady was so super generous! she fed us and stuff us with really big helpings.. no other cafeteria owners would ever do that. really really blessed to have her =)

overall, the camp was a great success. i think it really did work great as my 'get-away' camp. mind was super messed up when i went up there, i think i got my spiritual life straighten out now. =) before this camp, i didn't touch the bible for like 2-3 months! *minus-ing the sundays when it's compulsory to flip open your bibles. gosh! i never realized i was THAT lost until..now? XD

besides all those sessions, i met new friends! my church is a big big church. we have two services each sundays.im from the 1st service, which means i don't get to see people from the 2nd service. so, it is by camp that we are able to bond and get to know each other. unfortunately i don't have pictures with me thanks to my parents who decided to fly to Philippines to meet my sister, so i shall post the pictures up another day. anyway, i learn that 2nd service have really awesome people like bryan-muscle man XD and hans*he's korean =), joshua he is so so friendly, annabel and joey =), and that candice gang..o.O and pearly! and there is this guy, makarious *not sure how to spell =/..he kept bugging me bout jit sun..man! funny guy =) besides these 2nd service people, i caught up with my 1st service friends too.. there's this guy, david, he messaged me 'are you asleep' at 3a.m XD and it just so happened i wasn't asleep =)..got to know eunice and christine better..met june,we are room leaders=) o! and there is this guy, clament, he look like a mini jit yang! *picture will be post soon =) actually, i misjudge my churchies, they aren't stuck-ups, they are actually all pretty friendly =) especially jeremy foo, my 'boss', he just keep talking and talking..makes you feel very warm and wanted.wonderful guy. gloria, my cg leader was there too..she have this pig which she named MR OINKS =). o.O anabella,she's this talkative athlete...on the 2nd last night, we went to bed at like 2am. we were lying down in out sleeping bags talking..actually whispering.then she said something that tickled and both of us started giggling. then after awhile we stop, then started giggling again.then just as i was about to stop, she tried hushing me while laughing..sounded like 'sshhh..shhhhehehehehehhehahahahaha' gosh! that's when i burst out with a terbahak-bahak laughter.i know weird people.and germaine! omg! you won't believe how extremely adorable she can be..XD

lets talk about SABO, the 4 lettered horrifying word. yesterday, at 1am, mad people were running about with toothpaste and shaving cream in their hands or actually, make it all over their body. i was clean and dry and contented until this jakun ian smack me in the hair! yup! THE HAIR! gosh...then i got it from few others.. gosh! all on the head. wonderful people. too bad i was too lazy to take a bathe, just wash away the white stuff and slept. this morning my hair was so frizzy thanks to the toothpaste.it's actually quite funny..if you think about it, people running about with white stuff on their bodies trying to stick themselves to people that have even more white stuff on their body..lol..doesn't that just double the trouble? weirdos

right now, even all that excitement in camp, im feeling kinda down and emo but i know i'll make it through this whole chaos im facing back in pj.nothing much have changed back here, everything is still the same..same conflicts...but it's a new me, at least i would like to think so =)

MY SWEET 16!!!

my SWEET 16
was not a big hoo-ha. but it's just the way i wanted to celebrate it. =) k, how do i start this blog? there's so much to blog about..kk family first.

mum=)

we went to SECRET RECIPE =) not my choice of restaurant though, siblings...love them, don't we? *sorry no pic, they aren't camwhore material.

pretty flip-flops!

note the skin tone!whoa..net ball!

o.O and in church =)

sampat churchies
ana,pei ern,muah,germaine,eunice,lisa =)

joash's phone..gorgeous!

and yesterday, i went to curve with the not-so-awesome-but-pretty-fantastic people =) these smart asses wanted to watch indiana jones..the most unrealistic movie ever! i mean aliens? you gota be kidding.. so the story was something about this archeologies/professor who went around doing silly stuff just to get these weirdo looking skull of a weirdo looking alien back to the weirdo looking alien's body. yea, i know, stupid show. thank god for the stunts or the movie would be a ruined.

after that, we went for dinner at TONY ROMA'S =) we had this really cool waiter whose name i do not know XD he predicted i'm gona say that line in pink. i mean he even left a message on our bill! how cool?! super cool!

anyway, i've been declared a FOOD VIRGIN by fantastic 4. lazy to list out everything we ate.. the guys are massive eaters! they just ate and ate and ate and only after they finish they announce they are full. i was full even after my 5th bite! maybe im just a small eater. probably the reason.the bill was FUYOH! but from a food virgin's point of view, worth it =)

random pictures:

yup!flash works best

wanna know what sun gave me? a RED TWO-DOORED VOLKSWAGON BEETLE mini model =) my dream car... =) look at it! so shiny and pretty! ah......*satisfaction =)

THANK YOOU!

so yeah =) oh, i would like to thank ying,bob,cherissa,THE FANTASTIC 4,sam(who wished me exactly 1 day late),yu jie,danielle,churchies,bk people and so on....

AWESOME!!!

MAY!!!

even though i feel like blogging about yesturday straight, i have some other things to blog about first =) so,

yc camp 2008, themed 'living revolution' is gona be held TOMORROW!!! so much preparation was done kinda last minute. i was called i think 3days before 24th May to come to church for some briefing. so, i went..and this is what happened:

hottie hot hot!

whoa! turning 16!
not that i see a big deal...we're Malaysians! what advantages do you get besides that fanciful name SWEET SIXTEEN =)
still, can't wait!!! just 2 more days!!! can't wait can't wait!
i don't really want to grow up actually but 16 sounds pretty awesome =) but gosh! i only have 2 years of high school to enjoy =/ gota use it to the fullest!!!

i feel like im floating on cloud 9 now =)
ah...my baby =)

Here you go bollywood star =)

1.Cheated on Someone?: nope

2.Fallen off the bed?: nah, don't move that much

3.Broken someones heart?: partially..i think

4.Had your heart broken?: of course,that's the way life is...

5.Had your dream come true? : yup =) not sharing =)

6.Done something you regret? oh yeah...



Section two : Currently

1.Wearing? very very baggy shirt with shorts

2.Like anyone? uh-huh =)

3.Had Piercings? ears?

4.Drive?: kinda underage..

5.Ever smoked?: nope

6.Tattoos?: want a ladybug on my back but nah...not now



Section three : Last person you

1.Hugged?: jit sun =)

2.Kissed?: ....

3.IMed?:

4.Talked on the phone to? : church people..camp stuff

5.Yelled at? : annoying bro



Section Four : Personal

1.What do you/did you wanna do when you finish(ed) school?: college? holiday!

2.What has been the best day of your life?: the day when i finally had my dream come true...even though it didn't really happend the way i expected it to

3What comes first in life?: God

4.What are you most scared of?: depths of water..ocean..whoa..scary..
& loosing my love ones.

5.What do you ussually think of when you go to bed?: try to pray..but end up falling asleep. *yup feel guilty

6.Did you lose someone you really loved? had never experience that. really scared to.you know what? that would be added to no.4 =)

7.Love you family? of course



Section five : Favourite

1.Movie? currently...none. i know, sad

2.Song? jonas brothers-when you look me in the eyes =) so dreamy...

3.Ice cream flavour? CHOCOLATE!!! LOVE LOVE CHOCOLATE

4.Fruits? mango =)

5.Candy? Belgian chocolates =)

6.Day of the week? wednesday.reasons

7.Colour? white & pink =) black & red =) best combos ever



Section six : Do you

1.Like to give hugs? yuppie yup yup...cuddly

2Like to walk in the rain? when im in a bubbly mood, yup!

3.Prefer black or blue jeans? blue..black is so...dull.

4.Like to travel? haven't been doing much of that =/

5.Sleep on your side? prefer not to.

6.Have a goldfish? nope.don't fancy fishes with big brains

7.Ever have the falling dream? you do too? im not the only one! yipee!

8.Have stuffed animals? of course =)



Section seven : This or that

1.Pierced nose or tongue? nose..gross though

2.MTV or BET? MTV?

3.Sugar or Salt? sugar!~a spoon full of sugar makes the medicine go down...

4.Silver or gold? silver's prettier

5.Chocolates or flowers? want them all =)

6.Colour or black-and-white photos? colour?

7.M&Ms or Skittles? m&m =)

8.Stay up late or sleep in? stay up late, definitely

9.Hot or cold? cold...anything chilled

10.Ketchup or Mustard? never really fancied mustard

11.Spring or Fall? both!

12.Happy or Sad? happy =)

13.Wonder or Amazement? wonder....mysterious...

the world

you know something?
people have different perspectives towards various topics.

so, lets say i think having a red car is awesome, some people might disagree with me and think otherwise.
therefore, maybe no one is ever wrong.
i mean, who is worthy enough to judge..(besides God)...
we are probably just following some principles that an ancient philosopher came up with.
for example, maybe picking your nose in public may not be a humiliating act after all. *shrunks.. who knows...

what a theory! gosh!

=(

so the world really doesn't like me, does it?
i guess what I've got to do right now is not take things for granted and learn to stand on my feet.
that would be the only way i'll be able to pull through all these mess which i've no idea how i started.. gosh! chow ern...chow ern..what did you do? i really have to make up my mind between good and evil now huh.. tough luck.
never mind, it's okay, i'll make it through somehow.

sundays =)

AWESOME SUNDAY! k maybe just better than any other.

as usual, sermon... we talk bout iron man! at least a lil' bout iron man =)

due to a certain spark of randomness....
starring: eunice, muah, pei ern..emo gurl


in bk class...this is NICHOLAS , single and available =P
*picture taken a month ago

JACKLYN..we were in the same kindergarten!
who knew! such a small world..

p.s: note the ugly pimples? those are a sign of pms =)
in curve, with ranee

my adorable adorable wallet!
ranee thinks it 'ladylike'
great! so i have to behave now

this gurl mistaken a going-down escalator with a going-up escalator 3 times!
must be that guy she was messaging XD

and now...im catching up with GOSSIP GIRL
~appreciation to JIT SUN! =)

jit sun, mathew, ranee, we REALLY REALLY need to go out sometime soon.

been frustrated

have you ever met a guy who calls you names just to get your attention? maybe yes?in primary school! gosh! guys like that are so so annoying. lay off please...
never notice guys can be that childish until now. seriously! don't guys at the age of 16 do something sweet or try weird pick-up lines to get gurl's attention and not messing their hair or smacking them in the head? you guys out there, LISTEN TO ME CLOSELY do you know how long it takes to tie the perfect pony tail that does not look like a mango? do you know how many hair clips are used to hold every strand of hair in it's perfect condition? and mine you, the amount of sunsilk leave-on-hair conditioner used in just that simple hair style is unbelievingly alot. so if you treasure your lifes, HANDS OF THE PERFECT HAIR! fine, look at it in this context: wait, what are guys interested in again? ah! computers. ( don't mind my lack of knowledge, but i think computers work like that) so, you just accomplish some battle in some game and guess what? you earn 10,000 points (is that too little? anyway, assuming that's a big sum..) but the next thing you know your account got deleted. for no particular reason. frustrating? good, now we understand with each other =)

exams partially over

today is the 14th May. im officially not studying anymore till....the next test =)
time flies when you have a 6hours date with bio and a total of 2hours sleep during the exams itself.
i really don't understand why we need a whole 2hours..and a half for our bio paper! or physics!
i finish it all in half an hour! and then nap until the time's up. i probably failed a couple of subjects, but it's ok. i didn't study extra hard or anywhere near hard. i just casually read through what i was suppose to =)

ah...the feel of freedom! won't last for long though. [i think i'm lagi scared of the results then the exam itself.] shall cherish this moment. hopefully i won't fail to the extend of emo-ing right through my birthday. that would be really really sad.

things i gotta straighten out
1. my social life
2. my love life *if i have one
3. my spiritual walk
4. my room!
5. my eating habits
6. my wardrobe! big time! gota go shopping =)
7. and so on

i am absolutely amazed by the amounts of 'me' 'myself' and 'i' (s) in my daily conversations or rather thoughts. have you ever counted how many times do you mention those three self centered words in a day? i had never. never will. probably up to a million.haiz..such a selfish world.

note to self: stop talking bout myself

everything is going upside down

exams are so not the buzz of school. hate exams. despise going home early from school, sit down and open books that does not spell F-U-N! passing seems impossible what more AN A. oh well, i guess its a serve-me-right for not studying thing..
currently, im in a very low self esteem stage.not to self: got to build my self esteem up after exams.
i've miss out so much of the world for the pass few months..don't think the 2 weeks of may-june holidays are gona help much. oh well...
life sucks when u know you're gona die in about 60-70 years time. it just makes u wanna rush through everything there is in the world. it's a big world ya know so i think 80-90 years of life ain't enough.
nyway, shall blog after exams. till then, tata =)