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so the world really doesn't like me, does it?
i guess what I've got to do right now is not take things for granted and learn to stand on my feet.
that would be the only way i'll be able to pull through all these mess which i've no idea how i started.. gosh! chow ern...chow ern..what did you do? i really have to make up my mind between good and evil now huh.. tough luck.
never mind, it's okay, i'll make it through somehow.