the nerves

the back-to-school syndrom
1. nervous
2. excited
3. uncertainty

i really really don't wanna go back to that 4 walled room! can't i be yet another home school-er? that would really make my life less miserable.
besides the buzz of kokurikulum(s), i really dont want to face my major exams. it's not cool being in a good class when you're not that smart.
urgh!