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got inspired to blog more after reading ying's blog..
thinking session starts now..
i just realize how busy i have been lately.
life was dead for the pass few months, but now, everything is thrown to me.
i enjoy it most of the time but sometimes you just get really annoyed when you want something done then and then but you 'helpers' are just slowing you down by a mile!
i think..i know i am really impatient when it comes to work.
if i need something, i want it at that second, any later and i get frustrated.
hate it when people deelee-dalee around when they are suppose to be working hard to achieve something else
i apologize if i had been an ass to anybody (so far) and pre-apologize for my faults to come.
people are not perfect and i am planets away from it.
even trying to BE perfect isn't working for me.
im actually kinda worried for my studies.
normally, i only freak out for/about my studies when exams are near, other than that, screw studies!
but lately, after running about so much, i kinda miss sitting down at my study table,
just flipping through pages after pages of non ending history about people with long
weird names that seem almost impossible to remember.
so know what? im gonna start studying again.
and this is just so to keep me secure
and to avoid giving up my year end holidays to study.
wanna know a fact about me?
i HATE accounts.
stupid patterns
stupid figures
stupid terms in BM
stupid marking system
stupid different books!
why can't they all use the same book!
which reminds me:
BK quiz is THIS Saturday!
im dead..
im dead...
im sosososo dead....!

breathe

things i absolutely have to accomplish before i die:

1. learn to cook a GOOD meal
2. get a white grand piano
3. visit Rome
4. sew a successful white gown for my sister's wedding
5. climb up some mountain that ain't Malaysian
6. live on fluid alone for one full day
7. get an A for BM
8. own a red VW Beatle!!
9. get married and get 2 kids
10. read the Bible from cover to cover

wooohooo! yeah man....

frustration

why won't you just say sorry?
are you afraid your apology won't last long?
or do you really think you're right?
come on!
which part about give and take do you not get?
you gotta think on my behalf too you know..
you sigh and you sigh but you're making nothing clear!
i bear with your nonsense and you take in minor little sharp stuff that slips out of my lips.
that's give and take
i know im a freak
but you really don't have to do this to me
it hurts way more than you think it does
and point is, i don't think this hurt is worth it!
you and i know the core cause of this whole big hoo-ha,
rather dumb, no?

prefects....

one day....
there were a bunch of prefects
whom roam the streets PJ

and they decided to stop and stare...

and they jump!

such a head ache to choose the flavours..

and that's the story of...erm...i don't know actually XD

hi tea

We were in Grand Millenium, somewhere in KL x)
another prefects high tea =)
more pictures will be posted when i get it...

=)

waking up to 'witch doctor' at 5.55am today was actually quite worth it.
ran about the WHOLE school running tiny mini errands =) love being busy, takes my mind off stuff. give it a thought. when you're busy, you tend to concentrate on the busy factor and totally leave stupid little worry thoughts behind.
so, i concluded:
busy = happy
busy(1000) =happy (1000)
therefore, very busy makes me very happy
hilarious.
maybe that is why there are so many workaholics around.
maybe work is a form of therapy to some and a hassle to many
but it all come down to one common point:
you can never avoid work,
it just keep haunting you.
when you're sick, you still have to work to earnt a livin,
when you're tired, you still have to wake up at 6 to go to school,
when you're pregnant, that doesn't stop you from doing your daily chores,
even when you're reaching death, you're still busy writing your will.
see what i mean?

*to jeffery ng: see? i can right happy blogs =)

*drum rolls..... TADA!

so..this is your life huh?
good to know =)

your theory? lol...*ouch

mids of drama man...

im part of it now =)

FIRST TIME FOR EVERYTHING ;)

can you remember the first time you open your eyes?
the first time saying 'mama'
the first time falling down
the first time getting a mosquito bite
the first time making friends
the first time fixing puzzle
the first time tying your shoe lace
the first time peeking into dad's brief case
the first time jumping into a pool and never wanting to get out
the first time eating in mc d's (and thought it was a big deal)
the first time farting in public
the first time holding a rabbit
the first time playing the piano
the first time peeling an onion
the first time lying and felt darn guilty
the first time stealing your sis' ruler
the first time carrying a huge SWAN bag
the first time playing badminton..and hated it
the first time getting an A
the first time shouting at your brother
the first time being class monitor
the first time getting an autograph book
the first time going online
the first time going out with friends
the first time feeling absolutely lonely
the first time bleeding through my legs
the first time ponteng-ing class
the first time dating
the second time dating
the third time dating....

=) ? =(

sometimes things just seem so hard to get past. and the worst part is you have to face the same conflict EVERY SINGLE DAY!!!
Even with all these emotionally challenging events happening, there still are beautiful moments...
what is the world without these beautiful moments..i always wonder.
would i be who i am today? would i still exist in the world?
beautiful moments such as walking in the streets of busy KL under the polluted black sky..
laughing on the phone till pass midnight without even realizing it..
cam whoring in a 5 star hotel..
sneaking sushi into the cinema..
water fighting in the mids of a pool field with an uncountable amount of people..
running in a dress with a veil in 1utama..
these short beautiful memories....it'll fade away one day...
treasure that tiny glimpse of the perfect world..