happy thoughts =)

simple flower? na-ah, beautiful pure white daisy!
love them all!

stabbing

pulling people down to make yourself look better

keep doing that and you'll loose everybody you love.
please, sorry for crying out loud but hear me out.
there is always a better way to stand out than to crush others!
people have feelings and emotions, if you don't have that then fine, but think of others..
wait, if you don't have feelings i guess you can't.
if you are so low already,do you think insulting others would place you at the top?!
just stop thinking yourself above everyone else, you'll just fall to the bottom.
what i think we all need is to take a second to think about others before making a move.
im not saying im any better than you, not even a pinch better, i make the same mistake too..
ok time out..happy thoughts happy thoughts....
LADY BUGS!
ladybugs..
ladybugs....
cute tiny ladybugs..
oh so red..
k, cool..

wait, one more thing. things in Malaysia will never be like GossipGirl so don't bet on it.
k, im so done with this blog.

xoxo

there is a God!

the world is finally starting to spin and im finally starting to find the days flying past.
believe me, my world was moving only a nano meter per second at one point.

yesterday was a busy day.
woke up..late due to exhaustion from sports day which f.y.i PBSM won 1st for marching!!!
after i finally drag myself out of bed,got dress to curve..
only found a satisfying dress after 3hours of roaming around the malls.
within that 3 hours, i typed 30++ messages and ranee tripped 6 times =), got mad at sun a million times.
i realize, its the arguments people have that makes their friendship last
we (ranee,cherissa and i) went over to ranee's place to get dress after the rushed shopping.
everything was cool until the make-up dilemma.
'your skin tone is different'
'the eye liner is uneven'
'how to pin..AH! can see my bra!'
'is my hair okay..'
girlie crisis!
*told you girls to get dressed earlier
well, we made it to the venue before the birthday girl did,so, AWESOME!
in the party, thank God for yuen ling who kept me alive through out the party.
*she prank sms my 'very special' friend, interesting.

the day started well, ended well

[awaiting pictures]

things will get better, im sure, just takes a little faith =)

bear with it

"the truth hurts" yup, that alone is the painful truth.
believe it or not, sharp tongues would never stop hurting you with piercing news, and the worst part, its the truth. yes, may the words haunt you for eternity. by the way, 40% rumors are true, don't believe everything you hear



few things i learnt:
1. when you ask a question and get a 'er..yea' as a reply, lies are on the hook, beware
2. when you look to your right and see faces staring at you, you're the topic of a hot gossip, be proud
3. when a promise is broken, be ready for a broken friendship
4. when the rain is pouring,rest assured, a bad day ahead
5. when your long lost friend decides to talk to you, brace yourself for the worst you can ever imagine

whoa! im turning emo blogger. =)

i see the bright light

May & June are the most emotional and depressing months i've ever been through.
every year, it's at this time when everything goes upside down, the feeling of absolute lost but these are the moments that strengthens me for the years to come.
who knows, maybe i'll loose a love one sometime soon and so if i didn't have these saddening moments,
i'll be traumatize and will never be able to pull myself up again.
so, thank God for these little break downs.
but on the other hand, is it that impossible to enjoy school life. im 16 which also mean im left with only a year more of high school. so, if i rush through the remaining year and a half of school the way i am right now, that is a serious waste of life man...
i should stop caring and worrying about what the world view me as and just be who im suppose to be-LEE CHOW ERN.
as low as my self esteem can get, i still do have pretty good common sense that tells me being anyone else but yourself is disastrous. main reason: fighting with yourself will only mean hurting yourself.and the worst part is, you can never separate your emotions away from your physical body. therefore, its as if you are going through an internal fight.
a fight that no one else can understand.
of cause there will be times when i have doubts bout my looks,height,weight...but that is the way God made me, that is the way he planned out my life, that is the way he want me to be.
so no matter how rapidly people stab me in the face, i'll still remain the same way i was made.
i learnt that having high hopes will just lead to disappointment.
in contrast, having little faith will just ruin the beauty in front of you.
even so, i'll choose not to have high expectations. aim hight, drop low, more painful huh?
the only person one can truly rely on is none other than God quote God himeself

JIT SUN =)

through all the ups and downs...

all the weird and retarded moments

the times when you get me out of my misery

the times when you do absolutely nothing funny
but somehow manage to make me smile


the times when you're being a big brother

don't really care if you: are double my size
or the fact that you keep finger hitting me..
or making me upset sometimes

love you just the way you are

HAPPY SWEET 16 =)

CG oUTING!!!

CG OUTING!!!

so all we did was..hang out =) and eat! it was suppose to be a korean bbq thing but actually
it's just normal bbq.*minor details. it was fun though =) cam whored A LOT!
~unfortunately, most of the pictures are with janice

there, random pics..

wonder where are the boys? basketball..*urgh

no idea what are we doing XD

conclusion: i have a signature smile

ok, tagges

Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. If you were to be an ice cream, which flavour would you be? chololate :D

2. Given the chance, what special ability/power would you like to have? shape shifter..or whatever it's called

3. Where is the place that you want to go the most? england...

4. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be? to grow taller

5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain? of cuz =)

6.What are you afraid to lose the most now? buddies

7. If you win $1 million, what would you do? SHOP!

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her? nope!unless he confesses first =)

9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you. straight forward, loyal, trustworthy =) *tar,be happy i said dat =)

10. Which type of person do you hate the most? those lala gurls dat giggle non stop!OMG!

11. What is your ambition? interior designer =) haiz...sound so cool!

12. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet? depends who the people are

13. What do you think is the most important in your life? friends and family

14. Are you a shopaholic or not? highly doubt

15. What is the thing that you really want now? nothing

16. Why does it hurt when you punch someone? cuz, the same force applied...dunno some physics law XD

17.why are you doing this tag? for tarvinder

18. Do you always think of someone? Yup

19. Are u a virgin? duh! im 16!

20. how much do u miss that guy/girl u like/love? A LOT

taged:
no one

SUMMER SPLASH 2008

some people thought this summer splash party was kinda over rated..well, yes and no. it really depends on the people you go with. i had fun with my people. loads and loads of fun =)
of course there were dull moments like lining up to enter with ass holes smoking in my face and lining up to use the shower just to find a sanitary pad awaiting at the corner of the cubicle!gosh! talk about considerate.. besides the bad stuff, there were good stuff! like janice was choosen to go up stage to hug ZORON hunky summer dude!!! hotie hot hot hotie! *too bad dat weird malay dude won.. playing in the water was fun too...bump into several surprise-to-see people. so overall everything was cool...

k now, introducing:
1.su yin aka janice
2.bryan chan
3.nixon
4.jeshu
5.timothy
6.new found friend: por lyn
*eunice couldn't make it..dance class i think

nixon with weird hair

that was how crowded it was..at the beginning..got worse
*see what nixon's holding?it's a janice's ITouch! and u expect me not to be jealous

after getting drench

jeshu is 1 head taller than me..and way skinnier!
and mind u, he n bryan tried tosting me in the water..so did not work XD

janice =)
i beat her in the 'water fight' or wateva its called...
never mind
o n she lost her flip flops..some dudet stole it..she was super piss

our bikini =)
love it?keep loving it XD u wun see it again anytime soon..
*sorry for the funny pose..lack of experience

bryan! new found friend from camp =)

aha!take 2 worked best =)

notice he's toples? i 'stole' his shirt XD [janice stole mine]

ooo mysterious

TYPICAL AWESOME CHURCHIES

*more pictures with janice and por lyn..shall update another day =)

HUGS

ever been hug? DUH! plenty of times in fact.
i think hugs are one of the best motion ever! think about it..
when you're sad you want a comforting hug
when you're happy you want someone to share the happiness with a hug
when you're angry and just about to punch the bastard's head off, you want a hug
when you're trying to show affection to a certain party, you use a hug
when you're being cheeky and naughty, you give some random person a hug

in European countries, people go around with signs saying 'free hugs'. i wish Malaysia would have people doing that someday...

notice how people always look so so so happy when they are being hug?
*makes me happy to see people happy
i find it a way to connect with another.. =) people that do not enjoy hugs are sad cases..
i LOVE hugs and i think the rest of the world should too =)

SMILES ARE JUST A DISGUISE FOR THE GREAT PAIN UNSEEN

i feel so tiny, i think the world had just ate me...
ever felt that way before? that's either low self esteem or depression.
hmm..none of that sound good to me.

im physically small in size, so feeling small would be the LAST thing i would ever want to feel.
but i guess you just have to stand up for yourself and be brave since you
can trust no one with nothing...
everything will just fall apart anyway, it's just the matter of time.
so fastened your sit belt and hold tight to your life for it'll be gone it just a flash

people that you think THE MOST TRUSTWORTHY turn out to be your greatest betrayers.
people that come to you for advice will never return that favor when you need it.
people that tell you 'everything is gona be okay' turn out to be the biggest liar ever.