moving on

moving on...
what happened happened.
i'll wait, but not forever.
i won't hold u back,
just promise me you'll still be there.
it's time to take a break u might think. think again.
i had have enough of the world too.
take it or leave it.
i would leave it,
as soon as you do...

stopping while crossing a road?
thought of it.
kinda silly.
rather cut 25 deep cuts

you can't leave yet,
people need you.
i can.

what happened to my optimistic attitude?
gosh! God, i need help

another wonderful day

with my eyes shut and ears stuffed. SCREAM OUT LOUD!!!

exams are only 2 weeks away! and i'm still chilling and not doing anything about it. that is what's wrong with me. i know my mistake but i'm too ignorant to do anything about it. i don't think i'm the only one who is going through this dilema. *thank God but i know a lot of people who had started studying, that know their stuff from cover to cover which makes me feel so stupid! why? why God? why such smart asses? i really really have to brush up on my studies. if only my dad would come back earlier... =( why God? why go bangkok now? haiyo......

s stands for sexy

pictures i got from everywhere:

these debaters actually look really cool XD

*ouch

brother =) no1 lala pose?

lady bug obsession

lol...random pictures i got from all over the place. don't ya think my lil' bro is ADORABLE??! XD

whatever happened?

one day everything is going perfectly fine,no worries and I'm happily floating on cloud9. the next day everything is upside down and i have fallen into a pit of disasters. next thing i know i am back up on my feet and awaiting the next challenge just in time to get kick down and stepped on. when i finally realize i've been knock down and struggle to get up, a sharp stone hits me on the head at the spot it hurts most...so the cycle continues. it amuses me how much mood changes pms brings. i despise the fact that menstrual cycles are a part of growing up. nyway, as much as i dislike my red 'best friend', i am glad i am a gurl and not a boy. i mean the thought of guys getting high easily really scares me. don't wanna know what it feels like to be a boy with a little brother. [forget i said that.] though i am curious bout how a guy's body works.
for example:
1. do guys like it when girls flirt with them? do they find it pure annoying or do they enjoy the attention?
2. considering the extra active hormones in a guy's body, in most cases, does a guy like a girl because of her personality or is it just pure hormones hyper?
3. after all that i've heard of, is it true that guys master bed every freaking day?!
4. do guys appreciate thoughtful presents? i mean considering the fact that guys
don't agree with the everything-must-be-pretty concept.
5. do guys think of weddings? not just the thought of marrying a hot wife but the whole process of getting married. from the proposal to the ceremony to the honey moon to the moving out to the having children...and so it goes on

don't bother answering my rather silly questions.
just speaking my mind..my doubts...

wanna know something?

wanna know something??

I HAVE A PET SNAIL!!! =)
*though i think it's dying. it won't eat the vegie i feed it! so it's not my fault. choosy eater...


one fine day when i was washing my hands before grabbing a bite and going off to study, i spoted a creeping creature in the basin in my kitchen! and behold! a snail! a 3cm long snail! my simple mind couldn't take the simple fact that such small snails exist in the world! i was thinking 'gosh! what's that? is that a snail ?=/ hmm...but it has 4 antenna! i thoughts snails have 2?no? and it's SO small! baby snail?' BABY SNAIL!!! XD

im gonna let it out tomorrow. don't want it to die. it deserves a good life , a good social life =) probably it'll meet some handsome snail dude and fall in love and have a happy family of hmm.. 10 members? wait. snails do lay many many eggs right? is 8 too little? never mind. shows how little i know about snails =(



o! did i mention it's name is GARY? XD like the spongebob snail that says 'meow' XD

so much to update!

man...haven't been online for ages. anyway, so...my sis left. haven't hit me yet. nope no crying session in the air port. a glimpse of what happened. she left for Philippines to study piloting. so please, i said it once, don't ask me again. everybody that talks bout my sis would ask 'so where's she studying now?' and i would answer "Philippines" and they would go 'Philippines? study what?' and i would go "piloting" and they would give me the OMG! ARE YOU FOR REAL look (like i hadn't got enough of it) and i would give them a 'yea..'. it's the same routine.

she was flying to clarke field..somewhere...


my bro lost a slipper =)

ECC

BOrN tO pArTy, FOrCed tO sTudy people (minus me)

ECC stands for ...something charity concert. i knew about it last week but it took me a week to get an 'ok' from my dad to go for it. the event wasn't bad but i expected more. chun-er music. maybe it wasn't the bands fault, just the muffled mics. ONE RED PAPER CLIP performed! love them. kay i was lying. love melvin! (who was hidden by the curtains) [it's ok melvin, we heard you]. the open dance floor was kinda like a mini clubbing session. too bad i wasn't filling up to it, so wasn't part of it. met jia wei and eshton. =) i think i bore lynne out XD and irritated jey but well at least they had fun.

*sorry lynne, our pic look funny.

i've been tagged

Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. Who is your all-time inspiration?
wai-yan, she's so perfect!

2. Have you given your first kiss away?
i doubt my answer would make a differents.

3.If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the
3 blog buddies you would take with you? Why?
i'll bring rachel..she'll emo with me.
and sarah..she'll cheer us up
and hui ying..no reason =)


4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
rome...like jumper...ahhhhhh! XD

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
aren't things like this suppose to be a
close your eyes...wish for something..blow the candle
kinda thing?
not telling =p

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
seen it.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
love ones and my memories.
memories are tera important

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
i'll save half, spend quarter on myself and the rest on people
feel so generous!

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
perhaps *winks

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
rachel is talkative, fun and adorable =)
is that good enough? do i need to elaborate?

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
hmm...lets talk bout future hubby..not boyfren..hubby.
love me,love God

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
someone that tries to be someone he/she isn't
oh..i cannot stand these form1 guys that dress as if
they are on a runway and try doing everything they think
'cook' gosh! have something really big against them

13. What is your ambition?
want to be a interior designer! but no talent..so i shall stick to being
a loving mum and wife XD no, im serious

14. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
tell me of course! who came up with this question?

15. Are you a shopaholic or not?
in my parent's eyes,absolutely.
in my peer's eyes,so not.
i'll go with 'so not'

16. Find a word to describe the person who tagged you.
talkative

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
hmm...the part where i get jealous easily, i think?
actually, im pretty satisfied with myself

18. What's the last shocking thing you've seen or heard?
ooo! iwas talking to a friend bout a friend and i turn around to
see the topic of our conversation a meter away from us! whoa...
horrifying

19. what's on your mind right now
stupid exams..stupid pbsm work...very wonderful cf gardern..
people...

20. Where is your favorite emo spot?
girl's toilet block A, 2nd changing cubicle

i'll tag
~cherissa~
~tarvinder~

mangga!

NEW RESOLUTION

i'm gonna draw! mangas! really really random thought. i doubt this particular resolution is gonna succeed but it's worth a shot. so it seems there are a few kind of manga characters. like the wild or the perky or the emo or the solemn kind...
basic steps.*seem so hard already!

i always wondered why people like drawing mangas. well, still wondering. but if i do accomplish this seem-to-be impossible mission then i'll know why. By the way, i just remembered that my dad bought like HOW TO DRAW MANGA book 1,2,3,4,6 and some special something.if imnot mistaken, he bought it like 3 years ago! (just in case you care, i just broke a glass from my dad's shelf. he is SOo gonna kill me. shucks. and this tiny little pieces hurt like mad!)
anyway, yup! so im gonna learn to draw! like really detailed manga. dun like plain looking mangas. wanna do something like final fantasy =)
dun worry i won't be all glued to anime or anything that goes with it, i just want to draw manga =)